Being lost and confused is scary for most. I, for one, don't like it at all. Being caught in a web of deceit and lies. So many lies. Hiding out not able to look forward and become the future. What do I want to do? -Look towards what you want to do in life not what you want to become.- I want to design and create garments to wear and make plenty of income doing what I Love. The arts is my passion my gift. Seated and waiting is not going to get me there any sooner. However, is it time to be still? Should I go and explore my gifts, loves, and passions? Resting is what I have been doing best. But is that the way for me now? Doing busy work and not work that goes beyond a desk and chair and those 4 white walls.
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God is Love. Focused words were arrogant and irritable. These actions stood out the most, which God was not in. Learning and Healing in progress. Towards the end, there was only confusion, doubt and pain. Lots of pain. Pain caused spiritual growth and strength. Therefore no regrets, no resentments. Just truth and rest. Writing to be free of all my thoughts and fears about you. Just not moving fast enough through this time in my life. Slow but moving not is the direction I want it but moving, on. Love your spirit. Your energy your love for family, your gift.
Psalms 139:14 I will praise You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made; marvelous are Your works, and that my soul knows very well. "God spent time and exercised His creativity with each of us." p. 85 From Promises for Your Everyday Life by Joyce Meyer This verse and quote made me reflect on what matters the most in my life. I cannot make believe or create thoughts that are not reciprocated. I want Love not just physical attraction, for I am made in God's image and only He knows want is best for my life. Love is what I want to give and want in return. |
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